Flying out of control

One of the hardest things for me to admit is that I am not in control of much, if anything.  I want to know the answers and skip the waiting. I know that is not how God works, but it is what I want. Or least it is what I think I want.  My life would be less stressful if I just believed that God will work things out and the road maybe a bit bumpy, but there is something worth waiting for in the end. 

"One of the most arduous spritual tasks is that of giving up control and allowing the Spirit of God to lead our lives." 

Henri Nouwen